I don't know why I labeled that first post a New Year's Resolution, I ALWAYS break them! Anyways...
It is really weird, I am already three weeks into this quarter and feel so frustrated, behind, sleep deprived, unappreciated, sore, and just plain unhappy. I can't wait to be done with school, it will be SOOOOOO nice! It is kinda fun thinking that I have one less week of school and stuff like that but also kinda weird. On the one hand I want to make it count and on the other I just want it to be done. But I don't want it to be done, not really at least. That means I have to get a job. And even though I will go back for grad school, I will just be working ... the.... rest..........of................my.......................LIFE!
That's alot of time if you think about it. I will graduate at the age of 21. If I live to be 80 and decide to retire at 61 I will be working for 40 years!!!! That's alot of time! And what if I don't like it? Or feel overwhelmed and can't handle it? What if I can't find a job? Someone asked me recently what I am doing after I graduate this summer (is why I am thinking about all of this) and I said working. But even that isn't very specific, where will you work, what will you do, how will you obtain the job, where will you live and so on. It's a big deal. Urg, maybe I should just work on my homework and stop worrying about it. It will come, and when it does I just have to be prepared.
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